ight i know this shouldn’t worry me but it does.. the one and only girl that i love, friends are telling her stuff like to leave me and that other ppl are better for her.. it hurts when i hear it.. but i just hide the hurt with anger.. i know anger is worst then hurt but that’s the only way i can get my girlfriend attention.. it bugs me that her friends try to set her up with other ppl when she’s with me and they KNOW she’s with me.. like honestly i don’t know what i did to them to make them hate me.. i mean if its cus i hang out with my girlfriend all the time then i’m sorry.. and you guys have to see that i’m letting her hang out with you at skool know and yeah she talks to me here and there at skool but shes my girlfriend she isn’t like shes a stranger or anything.. i know you guys think i’m not the right person for her but please do butt in my relationship.. i honestly don’t like it i mean you guys can know what goes on but just don’t start getting in it.. i know my girlfriend isn’t gonna cheat on me or anything.. but i’m just scared and worried to lose her.. you guys should know that feeling when you don’t wanna lose the most important person in your world.. well yeah its like that.. just please stop.. you guys know who you are..
This girl is amazing . She’s is all I have ever wanted . She always makes me smile . She makes my heart skip a beat . She is the dorkiest person ever . I am so glad I met her . I could stay on the phone with her forever and not even talk . I can tell her anything . I’m always thinking about her . When I’m having a bad day she makes it better . I think she is PERFECT . It feels like I’ve known her forever . It feels like she’s the first girl I really LOVE . I want to spend the rest of my life with her . She’s my life . This right her is real love . She’s so BEAUTIFUL . I could just hold you in my arms all day and oh yeah the best part is……. she’s all mine :) I LOVE YOU HER SOOOOO MUCH ! 012612’
Im sorry.. Im sorry im the reason your like this.. Im sorry for making you feel bad or sad ect.. Im sorry for everything.. I feel like i annoy you.. And when you depress all i wanna do is be there for you and cheer you up.. But even if i try to do that you get even more depress or frustrated.. I just wanna be that one person that you can say “shes the one that cheers me up wen in down”.. Idk wat to do.. I feel lost.. It feels like wen im with you’re my first love.. Nd i don’t EVER wanna lose you.. We have so many differences but that doesn’t matter to me.. All that matters to me is YOU.. I feel like im losing the one and ONLY person i have.. All because of my mistakes.. But Everyone makes mistakes right?.. I feel like since im the person who has been through it all i cant fuck up in life.. Well i do fuck up ALOT.. Just like you.. Were human beings thats wat we do in life.. And we cant change the past we can only change the future……. I don’t wanna lose you kaylah.. Not again..
